C,

Ok, somehow I managed to delete your email to me. Can you send again? I'm exhausted, and am blaming it on not taking multivitamins. I'm carving the price of a bottle into my next paycheck. I like source of life, they're green and made out of people. Ok, really they are spirulina colored, but I still like to pretend they are soilent green. I love how your guest book has become my diary the last couple of days. I'm making herb roasted chicken pizzas for dinner tomorrow night. Mia, is looking at me in a forelorn way cause I'm typing and thus not paying attention to her. This is report card weekend. HATE that. My student teacher will be in the room tomorrow. Yay. My afternoon group ate my substitute alive, literally. There were no remains. Supposedly the talking heads think the science mentors should do 4 observation cycles a year. THat would be me, and that would mean I would be out of my classroom for observations 12 days a school year. This nearly made me say fuck at school, I probably came as close as I have ever come to not being professional at work. I literally told them that I was going to refuse to participate, that I can not be out of my classroom for that many days. NO FUCKING WAY. I think they got the message without me saying fuck at work. I'm going to go clean the kitchen and make the dough for my whole wheat crusts for tomorrow and maybe even the sauce, i'm doing a marinated sun dried tomato and cream sauce for the herb roasted chicken topping, I'm sacrificing my coffee cream for this cream sauce it better taste good. I think I'll make a cherry cobbler too. I'm supposed to write an invoice for my two paintings so hopefully I will be 400 dollars nearer to being in the black soon. REAL soon. I hope. I literally thought about going to sale plasma today, and you KNOW me and needles, plus I would have to lie about having sex with men and all. hmmm it's 7. I'm so beginning to think about bed already. I better go get to crackin'. LOVE YOU.