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Sunday, Aug. 21, 2005 @ 1:24 p.m.

It's funny, I've not had to lesson plan in two years. I've also not felt that pit of black tar, the void in the middle of my chest that threatens to consume all, we call anxiety it quiet sometime. He used to be, that painfull dark one, a regular weekend visitor. He's not rearing his ugly formless head again, but I have to tell you. Sitting down to do lesson plans again is kinda stressful! I don't know why, maybe it's a bit of a perfectionist complex coming out and I want to impress my new bosses even more then they already are. Was that concieted? Oh well, I know I am good at what I do. So, yeah, that anxiety? There's a little piece of it lodged right there behind my voice box, riding up and down on the swell of my diaphragm, just like old times, and that's troubling.

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