Fucking virus program. Restarted my computer while I was downstairs to update the virus definitions. This wiped out my entry, a favorite in a long while, evidently clipboard items are not stored after a restart, and wordperfect evidently hadn't auto backed up the file, so, poof. It's gone.

Basically it boils down to this.

I like, need, alone time.
Roy seems to like the idea of seeing each other daily.
Makes me feel stifled. Didn't even want to see Habibi daily.
Saw Roy after work for an hour, tried guilting me into staying longer, going out for the evening. Guilt doesn't motivate me, yadda yadda yadda, if anything drives me further away and makes me want to see a person LESS often.

Some people have asked where the term 'habibi' comes from. It's Arabic for 'my love'. Went on to list the smattering of arabic words and phrases I learned in the time Habibi and I were together.

Extoled my new fascination with nasal irrigation and how washing pollen and big green bugers out of my nasal passages is a new obsession.

There you go, the synopsis of the entry that was.

Fucking virus protection.

Hugs to you.