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I 'could' love you, but I'm not going to yet.
Friday, Sept. 13, 2002 @ 10:03 p.m.

through a pity party.

cried before I even realized I was.

got over it.

chatted to mal, and jules.

rented Labrynth.

watching it.

Drinking a hard pear cider, it's a bit green apple candyish, but it's a'ight.

Popping popcorn.

I never eat popcorn, weird.

Stephen, (new stephen, not stepen of old) Said he could so easily see himself falling in love with me, but that it was bad timing, and wanted to know if I would be ok, with just dating and having sex, as he really dosn't want to work on a relationship for the next 1 1/2 - 2 years until he is comfortably out of his mid level management corporate america job, and eased into his first year of teaching. He wants to teach kiddos like I do.

What a tool, but gosh, I do SOOO appreciate his honesty.

Actually I'm not mad at him at all.

Just at this moment in my life, it's hard to hear that a guy that I think I could love 'could' love me, but darn it's just not the best of times for that. I don't get it, I'm not able to intelectualize my feelings like that, but atleast he's truthful.

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