At times like this I start singing, "let's do the time warp agaAaAaAin!" I haven't seen Rocky Horror Picture Show in much to long of a time.

Anyway, so I'm taking this 'required' online course. We had a face to face a couple of weeks ago, and my first assignment is now due . . . or atleast I thought it was 2 weekends ago. OOOOOOPS! it's been a MONTH. A fucking MONTH! I'm not really sure what the ramifications of this will be. Still, my general reaction is, "oops". I'll log on, do the assignments, and pretend like everything is just fine. Also, I can't find the text book. It was on my dining room table 2 weeks ago, err a month ago . . . damn.

I made myself sick with worry this weekend, literally. The special education department had an audit today. I passed with flying colors. All the worry, and sleeplessness wich has made me susceptable to this damn head cold was completely unwaranted. I got myself undercontrol on Sunday, told myself everything would be fine, but UHG! Saturday night was a sleepless panic filled night, all for nothing. I'm glad for nothing. Very, very, glad. Hmm, as of tomorrow I will have been out 11 years, or is it 10? October 11, 1994. I purposelfully came out, but accidently on national coming out day. Tina Jackson, whereever you are. Thanks for being the first person to hear me say, "I'm gay."