Free Writing.
The Universe expands in both directions simultaneously. It seems the universe is an infinite expansion of space as well as an infinite division of space. Particles upon particles, upon layers of particles. Elements, Molecules, atoms, electrons, protons, nucleus, quirks and quarks, positrons, gluons, gravitons, bosons, higs-bosons, division upon division, upon division to infinity� particles that behave like waves and waves that behave like particles. Particles in two places simultaneously and also nowhere at the same time. It�s an amazing universe. It makes my head spin in a delightful warm buzzing sensation. I yearn to get back into the studio and start painting The Creation, once again. Every particle interacting with every other particle in the universe simultaneously. Particle physics sounds very eastern� or at least the quantum universe is sounding very eastern. You know, the whole we are all connected thing. Turns out physicists now think that gravity might actually be a particle that is actually continuously exchanged with every other particle, body�mass in the universe. It makes my head spin and then I see the colors that should be painted on the panels. When I�m painting The Creation it can at times be what feels like a meditation�. that is a poorly lacking description of what it is� it�s much more spiritual then meditation, and yet it is also meditation too. I�ve been in this manic mood of a mass cleaning frenzy. It�s still rather atrocious but I�m gaining on it. The filth is getting removed and some organization and minimizing is taking place. Soon I will be able to step into the studio and unload this burden of having not painted for over a year. As many times as I�ve listened to the Lord�s Prayer in Aramaic you would think I�d have it memorized by now but even now, I only know the first few phrases. That prayer has always been my meditation, my very long mantra almost. I love The Lord�s Prayer but most especially I love the sound of it in Aramaic.