So, I need a mudville.

Yep I need a aristic release. Now I have my pastels and my papers here, but I need a place to go. I need a place that I go to to create, and not do anything else.

Mal, you have mudville.

Somehow I cannot imagine a better release then being covered in clay. Barely Imagining my skin covered in clay is almost more then I can stand.

The last time I had a release like that was a few years back. My silversmithing class was amazing. I would spend HOURS in the lab. Nothing wwas more important of fullfilling to me. There would be days that I would not allow myself to go to class, because I new once I went I would not leave. Once, when I really needed to get away, I stayed working, and working, and working for nearly 18 hours. It was an amazing feeling to have expended so much creative energy.

And I was tired. So very tired. A feeling I don't often experience, as I always make sure I get my sleep. [It is something of a compulsion to get a good amount of sleep.]

Lately I have not been trully tired.

Maybe I need a mudville.

Something I can focus on so completely, a reason to play hookey from work.

I promise I will only do it once . . . a semester. I need something to make me trully tired. Something that will make me unable to wake up at 3:00 A.M. and not get people off of my mind.

hehehehehe....

The quest is on for my OWN mudville.

P.S. Bonsai Pots or so DAMN expensive, and several of my trees are ready to be moved from their training pots into a bonsai pot. Hmmmm.... I bet my mexican red bud would look FABULOUS in a KUINILETI original!